there i was past couple of days i dont know? kinda emotional at work i guess loneliness hits.. then next thing happens im blessed and a girl comes and spots me at work. .. contacts me blah blah and i dont know? she’s not my type? too young? not my style? or maybe im not ready as i thought i am to be with someone again.. . idk i get these numbers and it ends at that hah! emotionally damaged idk?
how do you be with someone when you have big plans for yourself? and enjoy being out and smiling at others.. . of course i have those days id love to cuddle or talk on the phone or share those badass romantic moments but.. . idk maybe i just want a friend but i dont want anything emotional i cant handle it. god im a complicated man -___-
or maybe i am ready? i just gotta find the right girl.. . idk i need some therapy lol
shes been tryna hang with me.. like really trying i feel bad but i feel she expects too much, do all these mushy stuff that i dont want to participate in.. . i just want to hangout and play around ha ha no attachments just fun see how it is
ill know when i feel it thats how i work i run with my heart